Deceiving

School's been a lot better!

Looking on the bright side,
I don't have any overdue assignments,
MrsTay's been nicer as time passes. (I don't feel as scared talking to her)
Tamil's also been better i must say,
i passed another 2 sections.
Mr Kalai's also a little better,
he did say something nice to me.

And now the not so pleasant things that happened this week.
I'm losing focus in Biology, :(
Lessons are so lifeless now, not that MissTay's bad or anything,
just that i miss MrChan's happy lessons.
And probably having the first period of the day/week makes a difference.

I'm getting worried about maths,
i somehow seem to know how to do the question when my maths teacher is around but when he isn't i'm lost, which worries me.
I'm having a test this coming week!

Miss Amy's leaving.
:(
Argh.
I wonder how would i be when i see her on her last day at school.
Yesterday i was with Shalini and she brought up the issue and suddenly tears started flowing.
She was the last person in my mind who i expected to leave.
I don't want to say farewell.
:(

Mrs Grace Chua is also leaving,
i feel sad but i guess its not as bad as MissAmy's departure?
Because i'm not that close to her.
Why are all the really nice people leaving, and the heartless ones coming back?
:/

Lastly,
I miss MissFoo, Valerie & Clarissa too.
At least i know i'll see the both of them tomorrow, but i guess not MissFoo.
Yeah i see her everyday, but there's nothing i can tell her.
Sometimes i just feel like running straight right up to her with open arms and i tight hug
because i really miss her.
And everything about her.

Those were the days. The carefree and hopeful days.
What do you do, when hope is lost?

Surrender it all to Him.

Its bedtime, :)