#69 Mother Tongue

The results would be out, 19th August - 9am. But here's it. For all the times I've been wanting to know the results and everything, now come to think of it - I don't want it coming. How i wish it would be like - if the results are good, give it to me if not, you can keep it. " But, unfortunately - its not like that.

Sometimes I want it back because I know I have done my best. But, what if my best if an f9 or a fail? Would I still be thankful? Would I still be able to tell people my results?

Jesus, take control.
Let all my nightmares not come true and assure me that I've done my best and that is my best.

People, pray for me. That's all i'm asking for if its not of a trouble.
Things at home are still shaky, but thankfully daddy's home now.
Its just the communicating with one another and the silences sometimes.
My head's spinning, with just too many thoughts in it.

Jesus, be beside me.