Tears & Tears

I've never cried this hard before.
I never imagined myself being alone breaking down when I face authority.

I was clueless.
But all I knew is that,
I had to stand up and follow instructions.
It no longer was a choice.

I'm sorry, MsTay.

I've fallen into the deepest valley I've ever fallen into.
I know you're right & I'm wrong.
& i also know
you know things I don't know about.

I've to learn to stop being so dependent.
What's life going to be like now?

I'm sorry.

Maybe you should just leave me alone?
till I'm stabalised myself and moved on.
As of now, I'll just be live-less till I get over everything.
Tears & more tears.