#91 First 1/4 Day Freedom

As much as I possibly can, I'll try to organise this post. Currently. they're many thoughts running through my head and since I have lots of time now, its time i pen it down, as positively as I can.

Firstly, the O's are over. Huge relief. Yet, the results on the other hand? Let's not talk about it now. I've learnt so much during this season, through the laughter, joy, pain, anger, frustration & tears as well. It was a journey. I honestly can't tell how well I have done. But I know I've done my best. Now its time to trust Him to do the rest. Jesus brought me through. His faithfulness was ever so present. Its time to believe and have faith that there are situations where miracles do happen!

There are other issues as well, present, yet I have chosen to deny. I know somewhere in me, I've grown cold, colder than before when I see you or look at situations now. But deep down, I know, I still want to be as close to you as before.. So that I'll be able to cherish you once more. Then again, time never turns back. Thus, it has become so hard for me to face such situations. Memories flash back, causing tears. Yet, I just don't know where I've gone wrong to make us come to this state. Is that why being 16 didn't matter as much now? Time to grow up, Tash. I'll probably do my Sweet 16 post, sooooon.

Thirdly, I'm up on internship! Hiphiphooray! Things began shaky, but yeah almost everything's getting right. Today, I spent the first 1/4 day of freedom, going out with D to watch Sister's Keeper. Kind of enjoyed the movie other than for the super emo cinema. But yeah, touching alright. Really enjoyed myself though it was a short one.

Even as my exams have ended, the schedule's have kicked in! But yeah, its time to unwind and catch my breath before I start my internship and the trip to Bali. And yes its also time to spend quality time with the people i love, after neglecting them for months! Also, I've cleared up my entire room - its books & worksheets free! Great accomplishment and also a great way to start the holidays, :)

Be back here soon!