Heaven to Earth;

I'm going to spend some time updating today,
even though i must complete the work load by today. (sighs).

18 assignments, majority history. And i've 12 due today, but i'm not in school so i hope i won't get any zeros. :( Kash's been a good brother. Be surprised i'm saying this because he isn't always a gem but yes yesterday he was. First, he told me i should just rest at home and stop struggling in school. (He knew i've been) Then he took all my forms and money and some really overdue assignments and said he'll hand them in today, for me. (Personally to the teachers.) And then through the night, he came to check on me, even though he could have just sent Mary up or something he knew i didn't like having her in the room so he came over. Which meant he woke up 5 times through the night.

I bet he didn't have a good sleep 'cause I too was coughing through the night, which would wake him up and he made me take the temperature twice. At 4plus, the fever started, I wasn't surprised. And then he went to get the towel and placed it on my forehead, and made sure i slept again. When i woke up, i guess he already was in school, so i didn't have the chance to thank him. Anyways, if you're wondering whats wrong with me, my MC states that i'm suffering from bronchitis. And fevers are common. I'm just praying hard that i am normal and healthy by Friday if not i've to do some scan which i'm afraid of. And i reallly hope to be in school tomorrow.

People would probably go, lucky girl can stay at home and sleep longer and stuff but no way. What's on my mind now is, The pile of work when i get back to school and Agapeland. I've to make the decision soon too. One thing's for sure is i DON'T want to teach the kindy(s) because they're spoilt. But on Sunday when i prayed and asked God before i stepped in to give me a confirmation about the Pre-Primary, during class Aaron said something i'll remember, always. I brought him to wash up, alone. And he asked me, 'Jiejie, what happened to you?' I replied by saying i wasn't feeling well and he sat on my thighs and said, 'Like what you always tell me that Jesus would take care of me, He would also take care of you'. And there, i felt it was a confirmation from God. I shouldn't give up because the fruits would come soon.

That's why Aaron's my favourite. :)

Did i mention that i've been doing my devotion too and i learnt how much i should 'grab' the Lord because he's my 'rubbish cleaner'. That devotion was really an eye opener to me and i never realised how important he was to me, till yesterday. During QT, it started out like how it always does and then i became desperate like never before because i knew if He doesn't show Himself this time, i would just give up.

I'm feeling so restricted. I'm on special diet because the only food i can eat is bread, (not even rice) and the only drink's WARM WATER. (Not even mineral water) and I've been in pain and when breathlessness came again all i do is just turn into a prawn. And none of the medicine this time are painkillers, they're ones make me cough even more that i threw up twice even. BUT DESPITE ALL THIS, I MANAGED TO SLEEP. And that was God! I thought i'll probably cry because my chest was hurting badly, i hardly cuddle up like prawns do.

Now, i'm going to take the step of faith and complete all my homework.
I know, He would bring me through today and i would survive the pain and get better too.

& i hope Valerie wouldn't smack me when she finds out that I've lost 3kg. Uhoh.

This would end, soon.