Surrender.

I'm giving You my heart
All that is within
I lay it all down
For the sake of You my King
I'm giving You my dreams laying down my rights
I'm giving up my pride
For the promise of new life

And I Surrender
All to You, all to You

I'm singing You this song
I'm waiting at the Cross
All the world holds dear
I count it all as loss
For the sake of knowing You
For the glory of Your name
To know the lasting joy
Even sharing in Your pain

No one can imagine how comforting this words are to me. I feel bad because i've neglected God, again. Today's message was about Faith and i realised how i lost all my Faith in Him because the circumstances hold my faith and to me sometimes it seems like, 'Hey, God's not answering me again, i give up.' I don't read the Bible, i don't want to do devotion and I realised how rotten i've become, because all i result to is misery and cry.

This weekend, i realised so much, SOSO much that sometimes i wonder how much my God loves me. You might think, yikkes of all times to be hit by the flubug, now? That was my first impression, I just didn't want to miss school. But being forced to i realised, it was because of the day that i wasn't in school where I managed to clear my thoughts, get things sorted out and try my best to recover asap.

Now, isn't God just awesome?

I'm giving You my heart
All that is within
I lay it all down
For the sake of You my King
I'm giving You my dreams laying down my rights
I'm giving up my pride
For the promise of new life

And I Surrender
All to You, all to You