Pain

I'm in pain.

Well not emotionally, but physically.
I'm down with gastric flu.
The night before yesterday was the worst night asleep ever.
I was just tossing and turning and getting up (sitting up) but wasn't able to move down bed
it happened like 8 times through 5 hours.
Didn't sleep a wink at all.
Went to school felt dizzy nausea like and the next thing?
I threw up during English.

ThankGod i made it to the ladies in time.
After that, everything was fine till Maths
when a sharp pain hit my stomach and i was unable to move again.
It totally numbed me.

Struggled through the day, even went for the council dance
came home, crying.
I couldn't bear with the pain anymore.

Close to 8, i made my way to the doctor.
My vision was unclear, i've thrown up thrice and i was in a terrible state.
Doctor confirmed it was gastric flu.
Was nearly put through needles again,
thankfully he gave 'grace' till friday.

2 days MC given,
but nope, i'm not using it.
I'm still in school, struggling through lessons.
Investiture tomorrow, doubly fearful.

I guess its time i learn to trust Him, :)