#56 God Is...

DADDY GOD, YOU'RE AWESOME.

I'm left speechless. Left in awe of You and how AWESOME you've been in my life. I was afraid, You assured me peace. I was tired, You gave me strength. I was alone, You sent people to be there and comfort me. I can't believe I've made it through. I'm proud of myself. I comprehended the question well, I spoke my best and I'm sure they were impressed by that smile, by that head nod, by the wow that they said when I used the proverb. That was me! Someone I never imagined myself speaking to an examiner in my "foreign" language, making them smile. It was just God. How much i panicked hearing previous days' topics. Because if they were mine, I'll be hopeless. But this was just God showing me how faithful He is to me as long as I trust Him. The reason was me being able to speak well enough, using proverbs were all by God's grace.

Jesus, You're awesome! And all glory goes to you. Whatever the result, I'll be happy because I know I did my best and God saw me through. I can never believe how i've back sliden in my devotion life, how i neglected Him in my happy moments. But He's still ever faithful. Thank you, Jesus. I love you. I'm sorry for neglecting you so often. I really don't deserve Your love, kindness and faithfulness at all, but you still shower me your blessings. You're just awesome. Beyond descriptions.

I'm coming back. I'm coming back to the heart of Worship.